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[19 Oct 2009|12:51pm] |
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just got a little mouse yesterday, her name is Tuna, really fits her too. Now I need to decide whether or not I should get a second one and how bad my allergies/asthma will get if I do...
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[11 Oct 2009|11:29am] |
I think I’m ready to write something here… wait, I didn’t say it’s going to be something smart and profound. Anyway, it’s been interesting different, definitely glad to be out of college, even though the classes are just starting for me. I’m learning life, yes, in class. Soon, soon I’m going to go off to New York to a Yeshiva. Hopefully I’ll also be able to get a job there as well. For now I just need to hold tight and be patient.
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[01 Aug 2009|02:45am] |
There are a few things I wanted to write about... well, first of all I've decided not to take that room in the basement. No matter how low I am willing to go with my living arrangement, apparently there's a certain comfort zone that I am not going to cross... worst case I'll go home.
And now about something completely different. Weird things have been happening to me lately. Today I had allergies and took a pill in the morning, when I got home from work I passed out. The thing is that I completely forgot about my appointment to see an apartment... but in my dream while I was sleeping someone came to remind me about the appointment and I woke up. First I woke up in a dream, then I realised I was still sleeping and woke up for real, just in time for the appointment. I was still very tired and disoriented though.
I feel like Dr. Doolittle... I don't just happen to stumble upon all sorts of animals outside, they (animals) actually come to me now. And it's always kind of weird and creepy sometimes. I came home today at about 11:30pm tossed my jacket on a chair and went to get some water. I walk into the hallway and see a little deer mouse sitting in the middle of the hall. There's always that creepy quietness with animals you don't expect to see, I just stand there and feel the distance between us, the fear of the mouse who definitely sees me too.
So of course I picked him up and put him into Pasha's old "cage", gave him lettuce, carrots, cheese and water. He was scared of me at first but then he went off to explore the cage, found all the food but only are cheese, he loved it =D then I took a couple of pictures of him and took him outside... he ran away into the darkness.
Interestingly enough, while the mouse was running around the cage, despite their fear of EVERYTHING my birds were so curious of the little guy that both of them came out of the cage just to look at him.
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| what to do? |
[30 Jul 2009|06:19pm] |
oy, ok so I'm officially stressed about not being able to find a place to live in September. Here's my dilemma, I will only be able to pay about $400 for rent with my current income taking into consideration that I'll spend about $25 a week on food. Hillel is taken, my other option is this room I'm offered for free in exchange for gardening and walking the dogs. Now I need to decide. Here's the story:
The guy is in his 30s and looks exactly like Javier Bardem except he has blond hair in a pony tail. He just bought a house in Amherst and wants someone to take care of the garden and his dogs. There's no one else living in the house. Umm that's creepy enough... I saw the room, it's in the basement, it looks like a basement and it smells so too. The walls are concrete, the ceiling is just tall enough for me to stand straight, the size of the room is half the size of my current room, and the only window is no bigger than 9x11in.
I'm very scared of the guy/basement =( but it's free, need more options *sigh*
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[24 Jul 2009|12:12am] |
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Just a thought for today... While trying to fix something, the thing that works and fixes everything is ALWAYS the last thing you do...
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[19 Jul 2009|11:27pm] |
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so I was cleaning around and was about to straighten the couch cover when I though that a little music wouldn't hurt.... one hour later I'm still browsing the net, hence the NEED to post here!!!
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| karma? |
[15 Jul 2009|11:50pm] |
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The second I thought that I might fall I slipped and fell all the way down the stairs, good thing I was sliding on my ass, not rolling head first...
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| i need a geek-mate, not a jerk pothead |
[13 Jul 2009|07:37pm] |
so it's finally over!!! feels good, I don't want to be blamed for anything, at least I didn't lie. Note to myself: first impressions don't lie... go with your gut, if you don't like someone, well then don't even give them a chance, they'll turn out even worse.
Most ridiculous argument yet: We can be friends even though we have nothing in common and have nothing to talk about!
I'm sorry to break that person's bubble, but what exactly are we going to do together?
Well anyhow, I think I'm going to go back to Judaism, not religion and spend some time with my friends whom I haven't talked to in a while.
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[07 Jun 2009|02:48am] |
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wow... I just remembered my first day of school, it's weird because it feels like it was yesterday... 17 years later
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[31 May 2009|01:50am] |
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umm just wanted to note that Zach has two really cute fangs among his lower teeth... looks very cute when he smiles. yey!!! ^__^
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[25 May 2009|04:32pm] |
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I haven't written in a while, not sure if I even should say anything at all.
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[19 May 2009|11:54pm] |
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why do I keep finding new things to be upset about every day? need a job, need some friends, a boyfriend wouldn't hurt (even an online one)... that's all everything else... well screw it, I shouldn't care about other things....
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| каждый шаг за каждым словом... |
[13 May 2009|02:39am] |
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Today it didn't really matter WHAT I was dreaming about, instead I'm thinking about HOW... My entire dream was drawn in colored pencils. I think I may be going insane.
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[24 Apr 2009|02:20am] |
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I had a dream, everyone was blind... except me
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[18 Apr 2009|01:41am] |
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it really doesn't matter what i write here... i want to stop existing
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| dreams |
[14 Apr 2009|07:10am] |
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I get a number of reoccurring on regular basis dreams, most of them I've had for years and most of them are nightmares, this time, however, I'm dreaming about something that I can't logically explain. I take photographs in my dreams, usually macro of flowers or insects and I'm enjoying it, and all of my photographs always come out exactly the way I want them. I think those dreams started a few months ago wonder why I have them.
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[10 Apr 2009|12:38pm] |
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ой, как же все таки хуево
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[04 Apr 2009|02:39am] |
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umhmm well at this point I'll just laugh...
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